Paradox

I’m always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone to let them know exactly what is in my head and keeping it to myself. The problem is being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away, no matter if they say they’re always there to listen there is only so much even your best friends can listen too. On the otherhand to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who you are and what your mind and lose yourself. So which is better? To have friends that think you are melodramatic, seeking attention, and pessimistic or to drown in your own mind? I honestly don’t know.

I've always been very fond of typography, theres just something about finding a piece and really being able to relate to it, much like finding those song lyrics that really represent our lives. I found tumblr which of course has thousands and thousands and thousands of typography posts so i created a tumblr originally just for that purpose and it's still something that i very much come on tumblr for.

But in doing so, i found something that i really didn't expect; at least not on such a level and that was not only the people behind the typography posts but also the others that also reblog. In the real world it's very hard to find the people that you can genuinely relate to. To see a post that has even one like or reblog note on it that you can relate to, i personally find really comforting. Maybe this all sounds a bit cliche with my head in the clouds but even so, i've never had my feet more on the ground since joining tumblr.

I thank each and every one of my followers so much and I've really enjoyed getting to know the small amount of you that i've spoken to. To those few and everyone else, my ask, facebook and msn is always open to absolutely everyone that needs or wants somebody to talk to. I am a stranger that probably lives half away round the world but i am still more than happy to help anyone anyway i can, even if its just to listen or somebody to vent at. Sometimes an outside perspective is just a valuable as a close friends, i try not to judge in the slightest. I won't pretend that i understand if i really don't i'm not going to pretend that i do but i will will always try my very best to be as helpful and understanding as i possibly can be with anything you message me.

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